I am suffering with bad luck since a month.... first my worst internet connection issues --- then my frustration which forced me to take a break... yes I allowed myself to get lost in my world for 5days in Mumbai, the place I always want to grow and dream and live it.. like every headstrong women ---- when I came back to my city I got into stupid concepts of no-strings attached relationships, awfully influenced and forced to think, but came out of it within 3-4 days ----- then happened to suffer due to bloody riots in my city and almost for a week no internet...daammmmit it was hell for me and worst days of my life ---- then again my rootcanal pain killed me and treatment started ... the day I was light from rootcanal pain... ---- I got into suffering again i.e. Dengue fever... yes since 3 days I am suffering from it... and my sufferings are becoming hell... but tonight I am better as had good medications and injections... couldn't sleep entire night....
It's just can't sleep when my mind is negative... yes all these bad lucks have filled so much of tensions and negativity in me.... it's hard to make anyone understand in this world about all .... even my family is not ready to believe on my bad luck.. bcoz of that even I had started trusting that I have lack of skills and abilities... I thought I should leave my entrepreneurship and go to Mumbai and get a job....
I spend entire night with lots of sweats rolling over my nerves and devils dancing on my head....half a night I read ( reading always helps me a lot) Finally... I bannged and decided why I started?????
And I was fine and got my gutts back to bring a good luck in my life back! Yes, the lady who inspired me the most this night is Sapna Bhavnani... yes I read lot about this flamboyant and truly Headstrong lady! Thanks to her and my self fire... I got up! I believe the best way to give self time and enrich yourself...
Hopefully I get well soon and soon to start writing my first book...( yes I am really working on the concepts ) :))
Seeya!
